Dear Future Husband...

Dear Future Husband,
Where our focus goes, energy flows. Today I am focused on you!
They say good things come to those who wait. Know that I am waiting on you!
Unedited, unscripted, and with gunk in my eyes, good morning!

I look forward to our nights together- our time together-waking up together. I look forward to our friendship and inseparable bond we will undoubtedly share. I look forward to the smiles and laughter and stories we will share.

I look forward to you holding me and wiping the tears that fall. This world can be so cruel at times- knowing that you are by my side makes me feel good.

I look forward to wiping the tears from your eyes too. Running your bath water- scrubbing your back- laying your clothes out- doing laundry- cooking dinner- and all that other domestic shit.

I look forward to our prayer time- listening to the sounds of your heart beat- knowing that you care for others.

I look forward to hearing about your plans to build our community and the work that makes you glad to be alive. I look forward to helping you make your dreams come true.

I look forward to you hearing about my crazy ideas and hearing you say, “go for it!” I look forward to you asking me, “is there anything that I can do- what do you need me to do- how can I help?”

I look forward to you calling me “bae, babe, Queen, the love of my life, and my future wife”. I look forward to hearing you say, “I love you” looking into your eyes and knowing that you mean it! Knowing that you know that God sent me to your way and your prayer was answered.

Dear future husband, I look forward to smelling you and holding you and for giving you parts of my self that I didn't even know were there. I look forward to witnessing our fall together in love- with love- and for the times that you carry me and for the times I carry you.

I look forward to our first argument and seeing how we come back together. I know that everyday won't be peaches and cream but I'm ok with that! I look forward to us working it out- working on us- and building a relationship that we can be proud of.

I look forward to holding hands and kisses in public. Let us show the world what love looks like. I look forward to seeing my children see me happy- to see the eyes of yours as they know that you have found the peace that youve been looking for. I look forward to the times that our families come together and the life that fills our home.

Dear future husband, I look forward to living my with you! Sharing-growing-exhaling!
I look forward to the day when I can say, “Thank you God” for I know why it didn't work out with the ones before.

As I write this letter today, I am filled with tears of gratitude knowing that you exist in the world and one day we shall meet. I san feel you getting closer. It's almost as if you are here calling my name.

Know that I am here! And I am waiting on you. Don't give up until you find me. Don't let me go when you do!

Until then, may the love that we seek be the love that we are. May courage order our steps that lead us to our greatest and highest good. May today find you well with joy in your heart. May you know that you are love(d).

Be well King and follow the Sun!
With Love,

Me
Shawn Trimble

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